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xxJillybaberzxx
Age. 36
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. White
Location Gillett, PA
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Thursday, April 28, 2005
Wow, I was being really lazy and just pushing tab, but then I decided it was probably just as easy to click in the friggin box. Why would you care to hear about that...I dont know, but its my flippin journal so leave if ya dont like it..punks! Im in a really shitty mood for some reason. Well, I actuall know why, I just dont want to talk about it. I have something really good going on in my life, and everyone is questioning me about it and says I can do better, and Im just like, if you friggin knew me at all, you'd know that I dont even deserve him. Im not the quiet little blonde haired, blue eyed, girl that everyone knew and loved so much when we were little. Ive got a lot of hate, and like...mean stuff in me. I just let hardly anyone see it. I dont really think that anyone knows that Im going through something really hard right now, that sometimes, it just leaves me awake at night with tears in my eyes. Ohhh I can make a poem outta that. Lets see..

I crawled out from the shadows
A place that I loves so much
Branched out from the depression
That feeling that never goes away

I finally said, that Ill be alright
That Id give up on him
And move on with my life
So I did

I went to a few places
And I drank myself away
Gave away all I believed in
And began this new life

It started out as a friendship
Ended up more than just that
Now were together
And its a little confusing like that

People who question me
Call me a whore and a cheat
Im saying fuck you..
And get the fuck off from me

My life is too complicated
And my mind and heart are beaten
It seems we have all these problems
That cant be deated

And as I lay awake at night
With the tears in my eyes
I think, what did I get into
And why should I deserve him

yeah it sucks...Sorry Skyler if that hurts you at all. It shouldnt, I just dont want you to be hurt. I really need to talk to you about this myself though. Life for me is so confusing, and I dont know what to do and you have no idea. I guess, I just really need to talk to you..yeah thats about it. Yeah...*sighs* Before this gets any worse. Im out..peace


I enjoy the mornings...



mood: Frustrated
listening to: Three Doors Down: Let Me Go


and btw..to some people..stop being jealous b/c its not you aight? Late
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idk what to think, people tell me that its weird that we're together. i fucking hate people so much, sometimes they are so immature and don't realize that we love each other and thats all that matters. Fuck them. btw i love the mornings too. I love you
» xxxmasterbation_is_funxxx on 2005-04-29 05:08:54

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