|
Calender
S M T W T F S 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Sumin Sumin Bout Me xxJillybaberzxx Age. 36 Gender. Female Ethnicity. White Location Gillett, PA School. Other » More info. Muh Chicas and Chicos Some AWESOME Links Muh Latest Name Acronym Muh Icons My Love Is Like...Woah What Makes Me Sexy Subscribe To Me! Subscribe to this to blog if you would like to be emailed whenever it is updated. | Hrmn Thursday, April 28, 2005 Wow, I was being really lazy and just pushing tab, but then I decided it was probably just as easy to click in the friggin box. Why would you care to hear about that...I dont know, but its my flippin journal so leave if ya dont like it..punks! Im in a really shitty mood for some reason. Well, I actuall know why, I just dont want to talk about it. I have something really good going on in my life, and everyone is questioning me about it and says I can do better, and Im just like, if you friggin knew me at all, you'd know that I dont even deserve him. Im not the quiet little blonde haired, blue eyed, girl that everyone knew and loved so much when we were little. Ive got a lot of hate, and like...mean stuff in me. I just let hardly anyone see it. I dont really think that anyone knows that Im going through something really hard right now, that sometimes, it just leaves me awake at night with tears in my eyes. Ohhh I can make a poem outta that. Lets see.. I crawled out from the shadows A place that I loves so much Branched out from the depression That feeling that never goes away I finally said, that Ill be alright That Id give up on him And move on with my life So I did I went to a few places And I drank myself away Gave away all I believed in And began this new life It started out as a friendship Ended up more than just that Now were together And its a little confusing like that People who question me Call me a whore and a cheat Im saying fuck you.. And get the fuck off from me My life is too complicated And my mind and heart are beaten It seems we have all these problems That cant be deated And as I lay awake at night With the tears in my eyes I think, what did I get into And why should I deserve him yeah it sucks...Sorry Skyler if that hurts you at all. It shouldnt, I just dont want you to be hurt. I really need to talk to you about this myself though. Life for me is so confusing, and I dont know what to do and you have no idea. I guess, I just really need to talk to you..yeah thats about it. Yeah...*sighs* Before this gets any worse. Im out..peace I enjoy the mornings... mood: Frustrated listening to: Three Doors Down: Let Me Go and btw..to some people..stop being jealous b/c its not you aight? Late 1 Comments. idk what to think, people tell me that its weird that we're together. i fucking hate people so much, sometimes they are so immature and don't realize that we love each other and thats all that matters. Fuck them. btw i love the mornings too. I love you » xxxmasterbation_is_funxxx on 2005-04-29 05:08:54
Sorry, you do not have permission to comment. If you are a member, try logging in again or accessing this page here. |
NuTang is the first web site to implement PPGY Technology. This page was generated in 0.453seconds. |
|
Send to a friend on AIM | Set as Homepage | Bookmark | Home | NuTang Collage | Terms of Service & Privacy Policy | Link to Us | Monthly Top 10s |
All content © Copyright 2003-2047 NuTang.com and respective members. Contact us at NuTang[AT]gmail.com. |